Amassing amounts of bug bites, sunburn in unusual places, and a surprising number of insde jokes– all signs that we have hit the halfway point of our trip in Mazatlan, Mexico!
While physically we’re becoming more comfortable with our environment, spiritually and mentally God continues to push us outside of our comfort zone by expanding our view of His world and the people He’s placed in it.
In the car ride home yesterday some of us were asking one of the American staff members about the cuisine in Mexico. He confessed that while Mexico does a lot of things well when it comes to food, there are still two things that need some improvement: pizza and pastries.
He then began to talk about how the pastry situation is especially tricky because they always look so good. And yet every time he bites into the delicate piece of sweetness, he’s let down. So much so, that another family on staff with B2B has turned it into a phrase. When something seems incredible on the outside but then turns out to be a major let down, you can say you’ve been “Mexican pastried.”
While hilarious this is in the context of desserts, haven’t we all been Mexican pastried in our lives? Like Edmund’s insatiable hunger for Turkish Delight, sin presents itself as an irresistible dessert only to leave us with an agonizing stomach ache. And along with the stomach ache from our gluttony we’re confronted with a desire to hide: shame.
Personally, I’ve only experienced the burden of shame for my own actions. It was a new concept today to realize that much of the shame these orphans carry is for the actions of others they’ve unfortunately had to witness.
While shame may mask itself differently for different people, it results in a burden too heavy for us to carry. While weighed down by the shame of our sin, we can quickly become spiritually paralyzed.
Shame, whether for our actions or others, is a paralyzing weight in our lives that keeps us from living with boldness. The only antidote to this weight is to throw it off to someone who can carry it for us with ease: Christ.
“The Lord is compassionate and merciful, slow to get angry and filled with unfailing love. H will not constantly accuse us, nor remain angry forever. He does not punish us for all our sins; he does not deal harshly with us, as we deserve. For his unfailing love toward those who fear him is as great as the height of the heavens above the earth. He has removed our sins as far from us as the east is from the west.”
Psalm 103: 8-12
Many of our work projects for today were continuations of work yesterday. We finished filling in a plant area with dirt, and then leveled the area This required taking wheelbarrows full of dirt up a fairly steep ramp, so of course this led to what seemed like a montage of failures. A group of people also started staining picnic tables and putting together a fence around the soon to be basketball court.
We ended our time at El Rancho with some free time to play with the kids. This time consisted of coloring, puzzles, reading books, and singing to one another. It was a sweet time to connect with a child one on one for a longer period of time.
One incredible trait about most people with specials needs is that they are unashamedly themselves. Their is no inhibiting aspects of their identity, because there is no shame in who they are. What a freeing example they set for us to follow.
Lord, help us to understand Christ’s sacrifice for us more fully, and to accept it with all that we have. Thank you for bearing our shame we carry so that we can be free to live boldly for you. Amen.